It's official. My relationship with St. Brendan's Anglican Church in DC is official. No more dating around. Or being ecclesiastically celibate. I'm done being the hen in my relationship with church & ready to be the sow. (That's a Grey's Anatomy Reference. In case you missed that episode, I've imported the script:
George: You and me: We're like ham and eggs. I was the chicken, I just want you to know that, I know that I was the chicken. You put yourself out there, you were committed and I was just puttin' the eggs on the plate. Not the ham because you were the pig. (this catches Callies attentions and she glares at him) I was just involved, but now I'm committed.
Callie: Did you just call me a pig?
George: No...as a metaphor.
Callie: Calling me a pig?
George: No, the point is that you're not the pig anymore. Now I am the pig. I'm the pig. I am the pig. (Callie glares at him and walks away) I...am the pig.
End scene.)
So, context provided, I am ready to begin the transformation process. Into "the pig." It's been (hmmm...?) 2.5 years since I've been a pig at church. Guess I didn't like how that last go turned out. That was the case for many of us exiting that community, and I worry about the others sometimes. How nice it would be to have an art therapy session together someday. In the meantime, I have caught a glimpse of something beautiful in the community at St. Brendan's. Rich & reflective teaching. Can I use the word dialogic? Songs of worship boasting lyrics directly from Scripture & a posture of engaged reverence for a Holy God. Participants diverse in ethnicities, socioeconomic statuses, levels of education, careers, life stages, etc. But uniform in hospitality and acceptance.
I haven't felt such ease at a church in four years. It probably helps that St. Brendan's meets at a homeless shelter off U St. And given, we've only had four dates. But I have a good feeling. First impressions are telling. As a new friend so eloquently wrote, "a luminous countenance needs little buttressing." True dat, I say. Let's see how the interaction plays out, but I am brimming with gratitude for this first advance. Flowers smell sweeter. (Who am I kidding. DC is flower-less.) Coffee tastes better?
From the drafts folder
6 years ago
Wow, which friend said that? What a lovely sentence.
ReplyDeleteI'm glad you have found such a good buttress!
my future roommate, anne! =D
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