Saturday, November 21, 2009

EXCERPT from Blog by Employed Grad Student Robot (i repeat, i did not write this!)

"Here is my actual schedule. I work:

-From 9 to 5 on weekdays.
-In the morning on Sunday.

That’s it. Unless I’m bored, I have no need to even turn on a computer after 5 during the week or any time on Saturday. I fill these times, instead, doing, well, whatever I want.

How do I balance an ambitious work load with an ambitiously sparse schedule? It’s a simple idea I call fixed-schedule productivity. The system work as follows:

1. Choose a schedule of work hours that you think provides the ideal balance of effort and relaxation.
2. Do whatever it takes to avoid violating this schedule.
3. This sounds simple. But think about it for a moment. Satisfying rule 2 is not easy. If you took your current projects, obligations, and work habits, you’d probably fall well short of satisfying your ideal work schedule. Here’s a simple truth: to stick to your ideal schedule will require some drastic actions. For example, you may have to:

a) Dramatically cut back on the number of projects you are working on.
b) Ruthlessly cull inefficient habits from your daily schedule.
c) Risk mildly annoying or upsetting some people in exchange for large gains in time freedom.
d) Stop procrastinating.

In the abstract, these all seem like hard things to do. But when you have the focus of a specific goal — “I do not want to work past 5 on week days!” — you’d be surprised by how much easier it becomes deploy these strategies in your daily life.

Let’s look at an example…

Case Study: My Schedule

My schedule provides a good case study. To reach my relatively small work hour limit, I have to be careful with how I go about my day. I see enough bleary-eyed insomniacs around here to know how easy it is to slip into a noon to 3 am routine (the infamous “MIT cycle.”) Here are some of the techniques I regularly use to remain within the confines of my fixed schedule:

I serialize my projects. I keep two project queues — one from my student projects and one for my writing projects. At any one moment I’m only working on the top project from each queue. When I finish, I move on to the next. This focus lets me churn out quality results without the wasted time of constantly dancing back and forth between multiple efforts. (As also discussed here and here.)

I’m ultra-clear about when to expect results from me. And it’s not always soon. If someone slips something onto my queue, I make an honest evaluation of when it will percolate to the top. I communicate this date. Then I make it happen when the time comes. You can get away with telling people to expect a result a long time in the future, if — and this is a big if — you actually deliver when promised.

I refuse. If my queue is too crowded for a potential project to get done in time, I turn it down.

I drop projects and quit. If a project gets out of control, and starts to sap too much time from my schedule: I drop it. If something demonstrably more important comes along, and it conflicts with something else in my queue, I drop the less important project. If an obligation is taking up too much time: I quit. Here’s a secret: no one really cares what you do on the small scale. In the end you’re judged on your large-scale list of important completions.

I’m not available. I often work in hidden nooks of the various libraries on campus. I check and respond to work e-mail only a few times a day. People have to wait for responses from me. It’s often hard to find me. Sometimes they get upset at first. But they don’t really need immediate access. And I will always respond within a reasonable timeframe and get them what they need. So they adjust. And I get things done.

I batch and habitatize. Any regularly occurring work gets turned into a habit — something I do at a fixed time on a fixed date. For example, I write blog posts on Sunday morning. I do reading for my seminar on Friday and Monday mornings. Etc. Habit-based schedules for the regular work makes it easier to tackle the non-regular projects. It also prevents schedule-busting pile-ups.

I start early. Sometimes real early. On certain projects that I know are important, I don’t tolerate procrastination. It doesn’t interest me. If I need to start something 2 or 3 weeks in advance so that my queue proceeds as needed, I do so.

Why This Works

You could fill any arbitrary number of hours with what feels to be productive work. Between e-mail, and “crucial” web surfing, and to-do lists that, in the age of David Allen, grow to lengths that rival the bible, there is always something you could be doing. At some point, however, you have to put a stake in the ground and say: I know I have a never-ending stream of work, but this is when I’m going to face it. If you don’t do this, you let the never-ending stream of work push you around like a bully. It will force you into tiring, inefficient schedules. And you’ll end up more stressed and no more accomplished.

Fix the schedule you want. Then make everything else fit around your needs. Be flexible. Be efficient. If you can’t make it fit: change your work. But in the end, don’t compromise. No one really cares about your schedule except for yourself. So make it right."

White Rabbit Savior

New Hypothesis: This crusade to introduce formal schooling in every corner of the earth, as the Education for All section of the Millennium Development Goals describes, it is eerily similar to the evangelical movement to bring Christ to every tongue tribe and nation.

Which is a bit disconcerting. Because I backed off from a career in Int'l Church Planting. I was nervous that I couldn't for sure say that Jesus was the Way. At the time. I'm more confident that he is, now. But I get nervous about movements claiming to be a panacea, and that is SO what proponents of Education for All are doing. And now I'm sorta signed up for a career in evangelizing the world with the message of Education.

Kerthump.

Well, I guess I'm drawn toward salvation-claims. The idea that someone/something could fix the horrors of the world is enticing to me. I always end up getting skeptical at some point, though. I turned from church-planting to education because I figured if there is a God, he likes education too, and if there's not, then education is still good. But now, I feel like the invading "developing communities" (such a value-laden term in itself) with opportunities for education is not necessarily an absolute good (the subtleties of which I would go into if I didn't have to wash the dishes right now).

So it's complicated. Universal formal schooling may or may not improve the human race and the planet earth. And Jesus, well, I think he will. But I'm still unsure how to navigate the idea of evangelism. For an interesting segment on strategies & perspectives on "witnessing" listen to This American Life's episode called "Bait & Switch." That is what triggered my rabbit hole of contemplation...

http://www.thisamericanlife.org/Radio_Episode.aspx?sched=1325

Friday, November 20, 2009

Morning has Broken

Pre-Kindergarten is my new home. At least from 8am-12pm on weekdays. And I love the things the little people say.

Look what I can do!

Did you know I have a silver sword at home?

Oooooh! He said boo boo!

I wanna sit with you.

My favorite food is broth.

My daddy's bigger than your daddy.

They are brilliant and giggle and love to jump. It's so fun. If only they could clean their own messes & stop eating crumbs they find on the carpet, it would be perfect.

I've been working as an aide to one student in particular, who I'll call Zeke. We get along swimmingly, and he does great work when sitting at our VIP table for two. I didn't expect to love this job description, but I am very happy. And so is Zeke. Oo-rah!

Monday, November 16, 2009

Books'N'Bacon

Tonight, from the comfort of my couch, while binging on bacon, I found a book called Diversity in the Classroom: New Approaches to the Education of Young Children on Google Scholar. Then I searched the online GWU library catalog for it, found it, and clicked a button to have the Call Number texted to my phone. Tomorrow I will arrive, undeterred, at my destination in the stacks in awe of the technological advances that have occurred since I was an undergraduate. I love it. And the bacon's not bad either.

Sunday, November 15, 2009

Little Altars

When something works, it's tempting to depend on that "something." (Which is normal for things like Tylenol and shoes and toaster ovens.) But it occurred to me tonight that I do this in my spiritual journey- trust in the means to intimacy with God rather than the God who draws near to me. A church (Epic). A book (Renovation of the Heart). Music (Jesus Culture). A discipline (memorizing Scripture).

Through these concrete objects and structures, God has inspired me to obedience - revealed Himself - lifted my spirit - given me a sense of purpose. So I start to worry what will replace them when their effect has worn off. How then will I get my doses of the Other World? But (light bulb flashes) it's God who works through the means; the means do not manipulate God. He is the one worthy of my trust, not the created things.

It occurs to me that this may be why I have been hesitant to settle down at a church. What if it fails to make me love and want to serve God the way i "need" a church to? I keep looking for one that will come through for me, whose functionality I can depend on. But God, in fact, is big and strong and gets done what he intends. I don't need to be afraid that a church will fail to get me to God. God will get to me, either through or in spite of whatever Christian community I involve myself in. He will.

I want to trust in Him, and be less reverent of the created things that nudge me toward Him. He's big, and they are small. I don't need to be afraid.

Saturday, November 14, 2009

Other is Not an Answer

There is no song that makes me feel as grateful to Apollo, god of music & poetry, as "Dead Man's Will" by Iron and Wine & Calexico. Grateful and resigned to release the petty frustrations of the day.

But, that being said, it's time for a multiple choice quiz.

1. People keep flaking on Tasha because

a) The people I befriend have personalities conducive to flakiness
b) I am a middle to low priority for all my DC friends, and higher priority claims keep trumping their plans with me
c) Friends see me as forgiving and understanding, so they don't hesitate to cancel plans with me
d) The devil made them do it
e) The universe is trying to help me do my homework
f) None of the above
g) All of the above

2. Two fashion faux pas make a fashion faux right.

a) True
b) False

3. The most original show on TV is

a) Gossip Girl
b) The Office
c) Grey's Anatomy
d) Flight of the Conchords
e) Lost
f) The Tyra Banks Show
g) Other

4. The following poem makes me feel _____________________.

“Singing, as you have taught, is not the same
as yearning for what might be attainable.
Song is being. For the god it is simple.
But when do we exist? When is his aim

to cast the earth and stars on us? Be in
us? Youth, your loving doesn’t work, even
when your voice forces your mouth open. Learn

to forget passion song, for it will end.
True singing is a different breath. You burn
and breath is nothing. Gusts in a god. A wind.”

-Rilke

Ugly Things

I hate learning things that make me feel the ugliness of the world.

I hate that a friend died of Hodgkins Lymphoma this week.

I hate that we fucked over the Hmong after they served the U.S. military in our war with Vietnam.

I hate that prostituted teenagers in the U.S. are put in jail & then released to their pimps.

Sigh. How many drops in a bucket will it take to fix everything? Fixing something doesn't seem like enough.

I hate this mood.